somehow when i made that decision to give up, i’ve not been able to face her.

i just somewhat feel bad and guilty and coward for doing such a thing, putting a period at the end of sth that was so beautiful and important in my life.

i’m still re writing and re writing that message, to tell her i’ve given up. but every time i wanna send it, i tell myself wait a bit longer, it’s more realistic. but in the end, i dun know if i actually wanna hide from her or is this just a period i had to gget over.


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