all pretty and happy
there wasn’t that lovey dovey feeling or me, or love till death kind of feeling
but the motionless self i expected was there
the memories seemed to be activated like a dormant gene, and flooded my mind again
it wasn’t sad, nor was it particularly cheerful
i just wanted to be by her side again.
talk about conflicting emotions….. there is always a “but” no matter how certain you can be.