currently listening to bleeding love by leona lewis
i know ian, that i shouldn’t think about this. but for the past two days, this thought has been kinda bothering me so i thut i could clear about my thoughts on here
yesterday, a group dinner with jun, they invited both carmen and katherine
and to MY own surprise, i actually looked at katherine more.
from a logical point of view, shouldn’t i care about carmen more since i had just broke up with her and that she was also going to leave for good
yet my eyes, just moved over to her.
i did what i promised. i forgot her. when i look at her now, those memories from two years ago don’t flood back.
yet, she still seems as captivating as she used to be.
her laughter was somehow reminiscent of the pure laughter children had but i guess i shouldn’t let my thoughts wander too far.
i know it’s impossible, and i don’t even plan to do anything
the feeling is slowly lurking upon me again.
i keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
you cut me open and i keep bleeding love
life is full of ironies, haha. both of us having these weird feelings again. lol