it’s quite interesting to think back and realize how different i was one year ago
how different my mind processed emotions, reactions, information
i rmb how insistent i was one year ago
insistent on reviving that dying love, the fire that was diminishing inside a closed space
what is this?
a characteristic change? was it true that my personality had changed
did i become more stone, more cold-blooded, immune to the human emotions that once invaded so deep into my soul
or was i more objective, more analytical of my surroundings.
did my head become clearer and saw the world in clearer way or are my eyes now incognizant of the emotions between people
i guess the most important question i wanna ask is did i become a better or worse person