life is moving too fast
with a blink of an eye, it’s half an hour later, another blink, it’s already another day
these days have been so homogenous
school to home to school
music tht used to fun became a chore, a pressure
i do find laughter but not the tranquility that i used to have
the easiness in which everything seemed to work the way it should
i want to find a passion
something which i can enjoy doing without pressure
i’ve been thinking of taking up photography
but.. price and time.
time.. time.. time
it’s not that the stuff is hard, but there’s no time for it
i just wish i could take a time of the day where i can go alone, do sth alone, without no distraction, only me doing sth that can take my mind off everything else
haha i think girls would do the trick. lol
music. it does, but then i suddenly start thinking about homework because i’m in front of my desk
photography, but i’m not talented
writing, too strenuous of an relaxing activity
watching tv, provokes too much thought. too stupid at other times.
maybe sitting on the rooftop looking at the sunset
that would be quite nice. that surely would. except now i have to FIND the time to do it.
quite ironic that you need to FIND time to REST.
life is funny. it surely is