this year is quite different for me.
i’m not getting my high marks. i’m disappointed with myself.
but i’m also disappointed in life in general.
now is those times that you feel cheated.
no matter how hard you work, harder questions keep baffling you.
no matter how serious you treat your work, there’s that one person who always outsmarts you
no matter how much effort, lvl 4 seems miles away
it’s also my disappointment in life
i thought that growing up meant more freedom to do as i want
but now i feel like running on a road that has barriers on two sides.
i do even have time for myself to take a breather and i’m yanked off to do something else
ofc, it’s my fault cuz i took on so much crap
but anyone who has their mind on a better university is doing the exact same thing
i just only hope, hope that things might get better.