do u really think ur feelings for her can last till next year
and do u fink even if it does..will u start making excuse for urself again
these were the two questions a friend of mine had asked me.
it all starts from how i like a person, but can’t get together with that person. assholely (my new word), i gave off the wrong intentions, and now i need a break a heart
as the old adage goes, one needs to find his past before he can find his present
i guess there’s only one stop on this journey to the past, to the relationship between me and “her”
i probably will not ever recall a better honeymoon period than that one
we were both so scared but everything just somehow turned out right
but when the problems arised. it was like an immovable shield against a invincible spear.
i persuaded, but she stayed unmoved. and the final winner was her
at the end, i gave in my everything, and she gave me lemons to eat.
my definition of relationships were simple. you give in your 100%, and hope for the best.
but after losing her, this definition totally changed
i would give in minimal, and stay aloof and see what happens before i put more into it
she also created for me a perfect image of a gf. like anyone who was less in any sort of way was
and now my reasons are academics, are time management, are distraction
and yes i return to my current relationship dilemma
she is not the one because i know i’ll get annoyed at her for her crankiness and emotional dependence
i won’t be able to give up enough to continue the relationship
yes, it is gonna start with sorry again.