work will always be there
work won’t get done by itself
therefore, we must figure out a way for life and work to co-exist
i overestimated my desire to be adaptable
i underestimated the course’s difficulties
i used to be able to find a teleology to my life.
find a general trajectory at any point in life, accept it and like it and move on not looking back.
but i can’t anymore, don’t know why.