i lost if when i was 14.
to be honest, i’ve woken up many days without even remembering that.
it’s a loss but it’s not as grave as losing sight, losing hearing.
i feel like this is the reason i often take myself so seriously
i was forced to deal with the concept of loss at a younger age, to go through the stages of grief.
i ended up leapfrogging this maturation period.
other people i know are still searching for their excitement in alcohol and random hookups
Rohan and his climbing
is that why i perhaps shy away from it?
and lizzie says that will eventually arrive at that stage of maturity
so i have to wait patiently or perhaps find another like me.