6. acceptance

i lost if when i was 14.
to be honest, i’ve woken up many days without even remembering that.
it’s a loss but it’s not as grave as losing sight, losing hearing.

i feel like this is the reason i often take myself so seriously
i was forced to deal with the concept of loss at a younger age, to go through the stages of grief.

i ended up leapfrogging this maturation period.
other people i know are still searching for their excitement in alcohol and random hookups
Rohan and his climbing
is that why i perhaps shy away from it?

and lizzie says that will eventually arrive at that stage of maturity
so i have to wait patiently or perhaps find another like me.


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