i’m sorry for this extremely long hiatus.
i have been writing but just haven’t been publishing them, storing them as unfinished pieces, unpolished sculptures on my disk, waiting till a day like today, where i felt sick last night and much better after a 9 hour sleep.
i haven’t posted since the end of february.
looking at these 8 posts, which more or less are ordered in terms of date written, i myself see a general change in behavior over them.
from depression, to frustration, to spring break, to acceptance, to realization.
i wonder if it’s spring, i wonder if it’s just general realization.
it could be lots of things.
but i’m glad i’m on this side looking back now, instead of the other side looking forward.